before i was Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.
Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.

Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.

Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.

Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth,
the joy,
the love,
the heartache,
the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom.

 

Credit to: families.com

 

 

 

… to all mommies, mamas, ummis, maks, bondas, meks, ibus etc etc out there!

 

Happy Mama’s Day to my beloved Mama. ILOVE her so much! *i know she dont read here, i will text her after this* and Happy Mak’s Day to my mak-in-law.

 

 

 

 

p/s: even i’am not a mom yet, but i already feel how mom’s feel… keibuan gituh. :)

 

 

 

mommytobe,

*big grin*

hey hey! mak sexcited nih u ols.

bangun pagi tadi tak ler lewat sangat, tapi sakit kepala ya amat! dua-dua belah denyut-denyut, maka haruslah em.si arini kan.kan. *tapi sambong tido sket lagi kot-kot la bleh ilangkan headache tu*

pastu dalam kol 11 gitu aku celik mata. sakit lagi! nih sebab dah terlebey tido kot. pastu terus bukak tenet nak g jengok kebun, heheheh. memula tuh check email, tetiba..

teng..

teng..

teng…

dalam sakit2 pale tu terus otak aku flashback contest apa yang aku masuk tu. *hahaha macam la byk sgt contest aku masuk, baru satu ni aje =p*

ouch, contest mother days giveaway yang dianjurkan oleh mombloggersplanet & alicewonder.com.

actually this is my first time ever aku join online contest ni & seems that its a veryyyyyy goooo000d step for me to join another online contest kan? *ada lucky jugak la ghupenya.* nih baru semangat sket nak juin another contest lepas ni nih. hehehe

yes! i know sesape yang baca entry aku nih says,

“ek eleh, menang saguhati pon kecoh!”

hahaahah aku gelakkan aje okeh! sebab aku memang jakun bab2 contest2 nih. kalo dah menang saguhati tuh rasa bertuah yang amat dah tu. hihihihi.

for the grand prize, they will give us the bag that we select it ourselves.
kalo aku dapat grand prize tu, inilah hasilnya..

beg ni aku plan nak bagi kat mama aku kalo aku dapat, tapi takde rejeki lagi. lenkali je lah ye, mama! =D

so, pemenang2 saguhati diberi peluang pilih sendiri pursehook yang kitaorang diaorang minat.

tadi aku pilih yang ini ajer…

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sebenaq2nya aku pon tatau apa guna nya benda alah ni, igtkan brooch =P. kalo korang nak tau detail cara2 guna nya, tengok kat sini je lah ye.

okelah itu ajer entry tgh2 pagi buta ni. nok nyoho meney pursehook jah benanyoh, hihii.

p/s: silalah melawat alicewonders.com. banyak bag yang unik2 & lawa2 kat situ with affordable price ~ pr0moteeeee!

 

a m l y n y x

you knew i love u.

semalam sms mama,

“selamat hari ibu, mama. i.lap.u. semoga diberikan kesihatan yang berpanjangan”

walaupon aku tahu its very early to wish sbb kalo diikutkan kat Malaysia kita celebrate Mother’s Day on the 2nd Sunday of May. tak kisah la brp hb, janji hari Ahad kedua. esok la kan, 10 Mei. tapi bagi aku lah kan, every day hari ibu. hari-hari kena sms iloveu kat mak. bukan setakat mother’s day je. klu masa hari ibu je nak wish, maknanya sekali setahun je lah kan ucap sayang kat mak.

tapi aku sendiri pon jarang sangat ckp i.love.u atau sayang mama kat mak aku. mungkin jugak mentality orang kampong macam aku, nak cakap benda tu kat mak kureng sporting sikit. malu-malu. pada pemikiran aku, segala apa kelakuan / perbuatan aku kat mama tu dah menunjukkan how love i am to her!

tapi, aku selalu terpikir. kalolah dia dah takde :'( maybe masa tu rasa menyesal yang amat sebab tak penah lafaz sayang kat dia. bila aku dah dewasa ni, aku nak jadi lebih sporting & open minded. tak payah segan-segan nak ckp “sayanggg mama!” lagi kan.

aku tanak ckp banyak la, kalo nak cite segala pengorbanan & kasih sayang yang mak kita berikan kat sini berjela-jela tak abis.

p/s: uwaaa aku dah mula rindu kat mama aku. nak nanges :'((
pantang betol la bercerita tentang ibu bapak nih. mulalah aku homesick!

p/s/s: tuh pasal lah aku takmo cite panjang ttg segala pengorbanan & kasih sayang ibu kat kita kang tak pasal-pasal lak entry ni x publish sbb dok banjir ayaq mata.
*sensitipp?*